I'm on the verge on the brink
I try to clear my mind but I cant think
Mass confusion surrounds me
A dark shadow has befallen me
Feeling like im alone yet I got all these females around me
People smile think its all good but they don’t see the real me
I try to stand tall yet all I seem to do is crumble and fall
Its like in the end its like theres no one here for me at all
I got girls on the side but they cant satisfy my thirst
My craving to be loved but that’s not the worst
Falling deeper and deeper into this hole
Sadness tears thru my mind body and soul
Is it so much to ask to have sumone to hold
Everyone I want their love is already sold
Given to another
Will I ever feel what couples experience with each other?
Im afraid to love afraid to care
To tear down my walls do I dare?
Always a fairy tale beginning but we all know how it ends
Heart break too strong where we can never even be friends
Sweet misery is what I feel they seem so good yet they bad
Always try to make them into the thing I never had
Lying here on my bed wondering if my dream will come true
Waiting for that right one to just pop up out the blue
Devastating tragedy
Look at what has become of me
Darkened tainted from my past
I maybe happy for awhile but it never seems to last
So I often wonder if ill ever find true love
Wondering if ill ever find that one
The one to grow old with the one who’ll have my son
The one who completes me and makes my eyes see brighter days
But that dream is quickly fading away
So here in this bed under these sheets I shall lay
Tears fallin on my pillow I know its sad to say
I think im not strong enough but I guess ill never know
Away from all these fake people I want to pack up and go
These females lust for me but forget it my heart beats slow
They don’t want my love just what I have to offer down below
Lost and confused in this cold cruel environment
Too many writings I wrote too many love offers I’ve sent
Crying on the inside smiling on the outside
Playing with females now but I stay loyal and true on the flipside
Right now its What ever happens happens I simply don’t care
Cuz the heartache the pain is too much to bear…
I try to clear my mind but I cant think
Mass confusion surrounds me
A dark shadow has befallen me
Feeling like im alone yet I got all these females around me
People smile think its all good but they don’t see the real me
I try to stand tall yet all I seem to do is crumble and fall
Its like in the end its like theres no one here for me at all
I got girls on the side but they cant satisfy my thirst
My craving to be loved but that’s not the worst
Falling deeper and deeper into this hole
Sadness tears thru my mind body and soul
Is it so much to ask to have sumone to hold
Everyone I want their love is already sold
Given to another
Will I ever feel what couples experience with each other?
Im afraid to love afraid to care
To tear down my walls do I dare?
Always a fairy tale beginning but we all know how it ends
Heart break too strong where we can never even be friends
Sweet misery is what I feel they seem so good yet they bad
Always try to make them into the thing I never had
Lying here on my bed wondering if my dream will come true
Waiting for that right one to just pop up out the blue
Devastating tragedy
Look at what has become of me
Darkened tainted from my past
I maybe happy for awhile but it never seems to last
So I often wonder if ill ever find true love
Wondering if ill ever find that one
The one to grow old with the one who’ll have my son
The one who completes me and makes my eyes see brighter days
But that dream is quickly fading away
So here in this bed under these sheets I shall lay
Tears fallin on my pillow I know its sad to say
I think im not strong enough but I guess ill never know
Away from all these fake people I want to pack up and go
These females lust for me but forget it my heart beats slow
They don’t want my love just what I have to offer down below
Lost and confused in this cold cruel environment
Too many writings I wrote too many love offers I’ve sent
Crying on the inside smiling on the outside
Playing with females now but I stay loyal and true on the flipside
Right now its What ever happens happens I simply don’t care
Cuz the heartache the pain is too much to bear…
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