Thursday, November 12, 2009

The Crying Of The Heart...


Too many times you lied
Too many times we both have cried
A year and some time and still you remain the same
Identical eyes, figure, voice, and name
I’m trying to move forward you behind 4 steps
You lied you cheated I won’t even mention the rest
Why must you tell me these fake stories
Why don’t you fess up and say what you haven’t told me
When I’m with you everything seems perfect just us two
But yet in the mist this guy pops up out the blue?
I told you, you can tell me anything so why must you hide
How can you continue living brushing these lies to the side
You’re much more then this can’t you see
How amazing it is when it’s just you and me?
I feel pain in my chest no it’s starting all over again
Telling me that this guy is simply just a friend
Lies deceit I can see in between the line
Yet I cherish the moments when you were only mine
Crying on the inside you’re as heartless as can be
I got to move on I got to look out for me
I have love for you but I guess you don’t care
Treating me bad don’t you see it’s not fair
The only one that’s always there for you
But when you in the streets you like Lito Who?
Like I didn’t give you my all
Every single time I attempted to climb you let me fall
I’m reaching out Mamii but you toss my hand right back
I try anything and everything what is it that I lack?
Maybe you just don’t want to be helped say it isn’t so
That the last opportunity you have at something good you letting it go?
Running these streets laid up in someone elses bed
You can’t be serious forgetting everything we both said
How you want to do better and have something real
Well its right in front of you, you should already know the deal
You say I’m good so why give in return bad?
Knowing damn well I was there comforting you whenever you were sad
What keeps me with you? Is it the times when we’re alone?
When our love for each other is clearly shown
Or maybe it’s all an act I don’t know anymore
My only hopes are that you have changed from before
A little maturity about the situation at hand
You are unique not just some common brand
Common street walker with no destination no that’s not you
You deserve better a family a house with a sunset view
I see you now walking with one leg barely able to stand on your own
Was it a lie when you said you wanted to see me over the phone?
You can bring the horse to the well but can’t make him drink
I’m saying now don’t come to me when your life starts to sink
When you have nowhere to go and wondering what went wrong
Thinking how you did me bad and you knew it all along
Maybe my love just isn’t enough
But we always stayed together when a push turned to shove
Ups and downs are clear on the horizon
But if you’re willing I see both of us shining
Getting lost in our own little world together
But right now I don’t see us together forever
Get your mind right and I’m saying it out of kindness
I see right through you now I’m cured of this blindness
That gave you the benefit of the doubt before
But I put my foot down when I say not no more
Never shall I stand and watch you drag my bloody heart over the floor
If you going to continue playing this game don’t come knocking at my door
I Love you girl is there no more time for change left?
I wish I could make you see even if it costs me my last breath
I want to give you everything some fine wine and dining
And when we get in the bed you know we both be flying
You are the keeper of my heart
And right now you kind of tearing it apart
Squeezing every emotion out of me
You’re the blind one now because you act like you don’t see
I know it’s always nice to have someone to hold
And now I’m here standing talking so proudly and bold
When I say I cherish every good moment we had
I want to forget all about the past the lies the bad
I want to know us right here and now leave everything else behind
Starting with this end with some words so kind
Throughout this time you have become a part of me
Don’t want you to go I’ll surely die if you leave
No one compares to you
Every other dime is scrap compared to you
These emotions we share this is something devine
It must mean something we still here after all this time
Open up your eyes and see clear
That with me you have nothing to fear
Nothing to lose only to gain
Happiness and pleasure you shall know no pain
So I shall ask are you willing to make it work me and you?
Ill end this with I’ll always be here and I’ll always love you…

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