Its been years so much time as past
Yet in every new girl I see you no wonder it didnt last
The way they carry themselves the things they do
Just reminding me of all the sick shit you used to do
Lying decieving, Messing around behind my back
And I thought it was me, thought it was something that I lacked
And here I am same story with a different girl, different yet similiar
Trying to make it work giving my all wishing I never met her
Believing it was just me and her just like how you used to make me feel
How she looks into my eyes and tells me she loves me making me think its for real
Why can't she stay faithful brush those sinful thoughts to the side
So many have laid in this bed stating they would be my ride or die
I guess I can't get over you because I'm reminded daily
Of the pain and heartache you put me through
Now I'm scared to love but I continue to love hard
Will I find the right one before my heart ends up broken in shards
Unable to trust unable to forgive
Becoming a cold hearted male always committing sins
But Id never put another through what I went through want her to simply feel loved
Give her something new but i guess she takes it for granted that I'll always be here
Giving her chances to appreciate me for all the things I do
Satisfy her, provide for her, be the man who--
Demostrates that she'll never need another
The man who provides all her essential needs and places no one else above her
How many times will I be lied to? How many times will she cheat?
How many times will I be shamed and treated like a dead beat?
How many times will I allow myself to be degraded to less then of my worth?
Tell me what I have to do tell me what will finally be enough?
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