Just trying to understand
How to better myself and be a man
Trying to change myself for you
The one that brings me up yet makes me feel so blue
The love of my life the woman of my dreams
Used to tell me we'd be together forever never thought you'd switch teams
Wishy washy bi polar disorder
Doesn't she see how hard I've fought for her
Saying I'm the only one for her yet going down the list on why I'm not right
Used to be next to me by my side now far out in the horizon almost out of sight
How do I close the distance in between us to get things to a better place?
How you used to touch me and tell me sweet things passionate lovemaking at a fast pace
Am I really that messed up as a person or is it on both ends?
She wants to do anything she wants no consequences breaking up but wants to remain friends?
How can you be with another when the one who you know has your heart is here waiting
For you to come back for you to realize It should be more simple without all this hating
Destruction of a one in a life time love when will you see what you need is right here
I told you I want you to have my seed and have my hand in marriage now all I have are these tears
Standing outside on the balcony looking at the water view raining pouring down
When we get together it's like how things were before but once I leave I always end up with a frown
You never want to talk never want to see me but once I'm there its ily's and say you'll never leave me
Why are you messing with my head baby why is this love so bitter sweet?
These are the questions and memories that spiral in my head once I'm leaving you going down the street----
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