04.07.13 --- One Of Those Nights...

Come into my room and close the door
I'm not one of those dudes thats going to hurt you like before
I just want a couple of hours with you an exchange of emotions
We can chill on the balcony over seeing the ocean
Water rippling as my tongue explores your skin
Lets share each others pain as we envelope in this sin
We know this kind of hurt feel it pulsate with every heart beat
I don't care if you have a boyfriend for right now have him take the backseat
He doesn't understand what you've been through not like me
Judge just by how I caress you gentle loving care Let me show you how things should be
Vibes coming off your lips trembling as they kiss me urging me to take you
Take your pain even if it's only temporary I'm going to show you just exactly how I do
Foreign beauty so young
Let me bring you to a world only I know and this passionate love making has only just begun
Let my extension penetrate that void that insatiable hole let me fill it up to every wall
Feel it hit those tender spots swallow it fully help me now take it all
Squeeze it tighter to let me know you want it tell me go fast
I have the endurance keep up with me because I want to make this last
Beautiful colors exploding in your mind has this job been completed
Have I accomplished the goal has your pain been defeated
Void closing up and my extension doesn't want to leave
Stay here with me and as for your boyfriend let that dude be
Lets sleep right here in this moment but you have to go
Thank me for the therapy keep it moving let it flow
I'm used to it by now this is my heartache
No matter how good my love is they always leave
Maybe one day one of them will appreciate my love
And forever remain mine-----

04.04.13 --- Bitter Sweet...

Just trying to understand
How to better myself and be a man
Trying to change myself for you
The one that brings me up yet makes me feel so blue
The love of my life the woman of my dreams
Used to tell me we'd be together forever never thought you'd switch teams
Wishy washy bi polar disorder
Doesn't she see how hard I've fought for her
Saying I'm the only one for her yet going down the list on why I'm not right
Used to be next to me by my side now far out in the horizon almost out of sight
How do I close the distance in between us to get things to a better place?
How you used to touch me and tell me sweet things passionate lovemaking at a fast pace
Am I really that messed up as a person or is it on both ends?
She wants to do anything she wants no consequences breaking up but wants to remain friends?
How can you be with another when the one who you know has your heart is here waiting
For you to come back for you to realize It should be more simple without all this hating
Destruction of a one in a life time love when will you see what you need is right here
I told you I want you to have my seed and have my hand in marriage now all I have are these tears
Standing outside on the balcony looking at the water view raining pouring down
When we get together it's like how things were before but once I leave I always end up with a frown
You never want to talk never want to see me but once I'm there its ily's and say you'll never leave me
Why are you messing with my head baby why is this love so bitter sweet?
These are the questions and memories that spiral in my head once I'm leaving you going down the street----