Thursday, March 1, 2012

03.01.12 --- Turn of Events...

It sucks I admit
That I never thought you would be the one to submit
To a moment of weakness and even consider doing what you did
Saying why do you bother coming home to your husband and your kid?
God knows how you would reacted if you looked through my phone
And saw everything I wrote how wrecked it would be this home
Just because of some bills and anger you would consider cheating
If I said what you wrote my ass would have been handed a beating
My chest still hurting
My flame slowly burning
Getting smaller every passing second my spirits feeling heavy
But I guess I should shut up because nothing was done
It all stopped after all it would have just been a temporary fun
That would have destroyed everything
You would have went on your way and just lived your life
While your son would have a demolished home and I a missing wife
Adultery, you must have known when you continued with the conversation
Something told me to go through that phone was it premonition?
I lost your trust when I cheated...
But yet you turn it around to me and once again I stand defeated..
Is it all my fault just because I didn't listen
I want to be settled with you no more steady fishing
I forgive you I do but I'm truly hurt by your actions
I just hope I'm not a fool and end up in backlashing.....

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