03.11.12 --- Long Gone...

Im right here standing looking for you
Yet your miles away though your laying right next to me
Your mouth says you love me yet the words hold emptiness
I don't know about us anymore
And I don't know what to do
The thing about the facts is that you're no longer with me
Physically you're here but ur mind and heart is somewhere else
Somebody help me somebody show me
How to restore our love and the hole in her heart
Am I enough? Together can we overcome?
Or am I just holding on to false hope?
Long gone and inside I'm raging
Where did I go wrong? Were there any signs?
Everything was looking up and out of nowhere it all went down
How is it a day with you is just another day?
Is it okay to feel this way, If I say I love you You say it right back
But I don't believe I don't feel anything towards you
Words are just words no actions your body language says otherwise
I forgot how to love you, I forgot how to touch you
Everybody looking from the outside in Why are they in our business?
Shaking my head looking side to side but no ones here to be by my side
Ugh Just got to move on.. "I used to love you
You used to love me babe, But now it just feels strange in your heart"-----

( "" = The Dream - Long Gone)

03.03.12 --- Together....

Just a moment of your time to explain whats on my mind
Let me tell you about a girl whose heart is filled with pure intentions and so kind
This girl is my wife
and the love of my life
Yeah we have our struggles but nobody compares to her
Running my fingers through her hair while she sleeps
Watching her dress infront of the mirror yeah you know I gotta peek
Skin so smooth smile so bright
Im about to get a little corny but I swear she is my light
Damn look what you've done to me
Got me trippin over my own feet and everyone can see
That I got it going on for you and everything you do
Who ever knew after we first met that you would be my boo
My boo thang my little strip tease
And If you ever think I'll dip on you baby girl please
I got you for life and you got me going crazy over you
Lay down with me and we'll multiply by twos
These sheets these ties this connection you blowing me the right way
I got to go to work soon but I wish I could stay
Never want to leave never want to go
I got 20 minutes left let me put on a show
That'll have you crying when I walk through that door
Make you truly believe you found something real nothing like before
Come here baby I'm you man
And I'm doing everything in my power to make you understand
That I'm the right here right now and forever more
So baby lets cut the bull we already have the perfect score----

03.01.12 --- Turn of Events...

It sucks I admit
That I never thought you would be the one to submit
To a moment of weakness and even consider doing what you did
Saying why do you bother coming home to your husband and your kid?
God knows how you would reacted if you looked through my phone
And saw everything I wrote how wrecked it would be this home
Just because of some bills and anger you would consider cheating
If I said what you wrote my ass would have been handed a beating
My chest still hurting
My flame slowly burning
Getting smaller every passing second my spirits feeling heavy
But I guess I should shut up because nothing was done
It all stopped after all it would have just been a temporary fun
That would have destroyed everything
You would have went on your way and just lived your life
While your son would have a demolished home and I a missing wife
Adultery, you must have known when you continued with the conversation
Something told me to go through that phone was it premonition?
I lost your trust when I cheated...
But yet you turn it around to me and once again I stand defeated..
Is it all my fault just because I didn't listen
I want to be settled with you no more steady fishing
I forgive you I do but I'm truly hurt by your actions
I just hope I'm not a fool and end up in backlashing.....