Tuesday, October 18, 2011

10.18.11 --- Did It Even Matter?....



Thought this was real I thought this was true
How many times am I going to fall because of you
Thinking about when I first took you out
Conversations endless I thought I knew what you were all about
Telling me about wanting to be loved and being heartbroken before
So I showed you that other side of me trying to tell you whats in store
If you were with me and not him but now you're gone chasing him once again
Why did I try Why did I show you my love now we can't be friends
Opened myself to you and you ditch me for the next
Knowing I'm a better man but you left me for your ex
Who abused you tossed you around like a childs play toy
Why did you leave me alone when I wanted to be your main boy?
He apologizes and you go right back
Trying to build you up but self- respect is what you lack
You don't need him move on to something new
Now don't try to call me when your feeling blue
You see you were the one I would have been dedicated to
But it doesn't matter now I want nothing to do with you
You're going to be lonely
You're going to be looking for me
But I won't be around no I refuse
To be chewed up swished around and used
I guess you were my punishment I should have taken it slow
Now You left me lonely again feeling so down and low
Did I even matter?
Were you the wisq and I was the batter?
You see I was working with you trying to make you strong
But you went running back and now you're gone
When he puts his hands on you again I won't be here to play the fool
You going back and forth between me and him isn't cool
Just so you know I believed in you now you're like a broken fender
You're like a unwanted letter return to sender
Did it even matter everything that happened between us?
When I took you in everytime you and him had a fuss
Nah baby Be lonely on your own You won't bring me down
In the water screaming for help I was there but now you can drown
In your sadness emptiness you did this to yourself
You're just another empty frame no picture that I put upon this shelf
I made us whole but now you let us shatter
Shaking my head asking myself... Did it even matter?


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