Sunday, January 3, 2010

1.03.10 --- New Start...

Two days after New years brand new year brand new day
I wonder if I talked to you now if I'll have anything to say
Too many nights reminiscing bout words past said
Memories going back to when you first laid in my bed
Simple message on myspace saying you won't be mad at me this year doubt running through my head
There was no reason to be mad should have forgave me a long time ago instead
Not trying to complicate trying let things go
You know I still had feelings for you I always tried to show
I hear you got a man and he treating you good
At least someone's being a man and treating you like I should-
have way before, but I'm glad you're not mad don't no if you think of me as a friend
Maybe this message was a beginning of a end
To wipe our slate clean officially starting over new
You moved on I moved on no more nights feeling blue
I think of you and smile seeing how you turned out
Wondering how you are now are you different I no longer know what you're about
Simple poem simply thanking you for helping me grow
I no longer do those stupid things I used to do before
I'm a growing young man wih big plans on the horizon toughing it out on my own
I hope with this poem my respect for you is shown
Maybe another place another time we can see each other and have a laugh
smiles no fighting no feeling a certain way since you already have your better half
I'm better now and a little relieved
To hear from you after so long from this message I have recieved
The first love of my life and no one will ever compare
So much love and respect for you I have to share
Time for this to stop time for this to end
I hope we can continue to talk and wind up being good friends---

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