Monday, December 7, 2009

12.08.09 --- Reciting Memory...




Thinking about a time back in the day
About you and for you I have a million words to say
With you I have nothing left to lose but nothing left to gain
But yet I still have these memories taunting me with pain
Since you're gone it's as if my abilites have been impaired
Gave so much love to you I wonder if I have any left to spare
Gave you love from the start but your love is past due
I had to leave because I'm not the one to play the fool
Impersonating the being I thought was the one true
Sitting on these cold steps wondering what the hell I'm going to do
Where do I go from here this single life seems so new
You were suppose to be the one the only that so called baby who--
Would give me everything I ever wanted and needed
Thinking it was all bout us now I'm feeling so heated
Because I know your love wasn't true wasn't real you weren't reliable
But I let you get the best of me 'cause your body is so damn desirable
So many nights just me and you laying in your bed
Now we're nothing I should have chose another instead
I tried to keep it going keep it flowing
But instead you was the one blowing-
Me off like I didn't even mean a thing
While I was over here lacing you with the gold the jewelry the bling
Its like that line you think this song is about you
But its not its bout me getting over you
Moving on doing good still doing the grown
I was lost before untill I spread my wings and flown
Bye little mami no more of these thoughts about you
I'm just reciting these memories so they know how you do
How you get down playing your games
When you did wrong you made me the one to blame
Finding excuses to leave and do these hurtful things to me
Then you come running back like you're sorry trying to decieve
But I know everything about you I know whats in your mind
I know that through it all I always remained kind
But now I'm done I'm through
I'm so glad to be finally getting over you
And now I got another
And just to let you know we all about each other
She's recieving my kisses recieving my love
Her name should be heaven cause she got me feeling like I'm high above
The clouds the planes the sun and the moon
But don't you worry girl you'll find another soon
Some boy who'll play your game and play along so swell
If karma comes around to you all I'm going to say is oh well
You reap what you sow I'll no longer be all ears
Why don't you drown your pains out with a couple of beers
Ha, like I used to do but not no more
Cause with me and my new girl I know whats in store
Something peaceful sensual and real
Just letting you know im better now I'm healed--

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