Sunday, March 13, 2016

Overdue....

After all that you've done
After all that we've become
You're the light shining through my window
You're my rose growing out of the snow
And I can't hold back anymore
Too excited to see what this relationship has in store
Be my lover tonight for we don't know what tomorrow brings
Whenever I'm with you it seems my spirit sings
You're my flashlight in the dark allowing me to see
And I thank you for showing me how real love can be
You're my guitar with your body I create melodies
Your love shatters my walls welcoming you on my knees
It's only natural that I want to be with you
And it's only right that you feel the same way too
And now here I am free falling
Even in my dreams I hear your voice calling
I mean look at our son how perfect is he?
Our own creation made from you and me
If I told you the trees whisper stories about us would you believe it?
And when my mind becomes lost you're always there to retrieve it
Can we forget about the world and focus on what's right here
Would you prefer if I spoke this poem softly in your ear
No stars in sight as we travel down this road
But every night there's always darkness before dawn
20 years from now will you remember today?
If not we'll take pictures you know I'll find a way
I will stand by you always as your man
As far as our future is concerned I'm already making plans :)

Could it be....

I've been talking to this chick for a little minute and I'm digging her style
Her exquisite figure amazing personality and her big ass smile
Loving the way she touches my face caresses my skin and scratches my back
Got me in check cuz I know better there's nothing that she lacks
Yeah we're pretty close loving the special privileges of being the bestest friend
Constantly trying to get the upper hand till I throw her ass on the bed
Now she sees that look in my eyes she already know what it do
Fucking with each other till we're mentally black and blue
Sucking on that bottom lip and she's moaning while I'm jerking--
My dick but I wonder how she look twerking--
That fat ass of hers yeah she knows I'm always scheming
Setting her up doing little things expressing how I feel but she don't know their meaning
Always saying I'm full of shit
But I guarantee by the end of all this she gonna be my bitch
The one she always runs back to cuz she loves how I give her this dick
I'll admit she a pussy but it makes her adorable
Every passing day she's becoming that much more desirable
Hours laying, gentle fights playing
And I know she feeling me I don't know why she's delaying
Just come out your face and say you like me
Started on opposite ends of the couch now I'm in your bed with you feeling on me
I don't understand what you scared for
Open up and I'll be your humble servant on all fours
Kinda like how you attempt to pet zone me
I told you I don't do friends stop trying to friend zone me
Because you know you wanna get fucked by this cute mothafcka
And you better ride me and have me thinking Fuck I think I love her
If you want me under your control you better swallow thus whole dick
You better deep throat kiss the sides even spit on that shit
While taking it from the back you have to wind up to the tip
Tease me for a second then throw it back it'll have me biting my lip
Don't you want to please me ? Satisfy me to no end?
I'm down for whatever I'll be your late night special friend
I want you to be my sickness I want you to be my bug
I can be your addiction that remedy your drug
Just let me know and I'll give you the business baby
I'll do anything I can to please you my sexy lady
I'll freak you up and down from the morning to the evening
Just hit me up whenever you need me
And I'll bust that pussy open for you
I won't disappoint everything I say is true
Hear those wet smacks while I'm hitting it
You'll feel me grip your body tightly while I'm finessing it
Dame un beso love I know you miss those unique nights
And when the time comes Imma slay that pussy right!
On a lighter note let's have some fun for awhile
Well watch some movies have some laughs anything to make you smile
When we lay in each others arms nothing else will matter
You got my interest and attention hope I never become a bother
And I must say I love the way you look at me
Flipping through my messages in my phone and you're all I see
You're not mine but I'm not mad just patiently waiting
Simply discovering what we could be is what I'm stating
Maybe this won't be a waste maybe I can deliver you your dream
One day down the line a happy couple having our own seed
Which would you prefer a son as cute as me or a beautiful daughter--
Like her mother and I'll be a loving father
Maybe this is too deep a convo much rather talk about it sooner than later tho
Maybe these moments can turn into strong emotions you won't be scared to show
Sorry if this is too serious I know it's really early at this time
By the way you hold me and look into my eyes I can tell you're already mine

Is This Your Story?...

Relation after relation feels great but I must say
I'm tired of all these females and their promiscuous ways
The view of the bodies of these woman that are dimes
Stuck up closed minded with the personalities of a five
Always running their mouths sleeping with different guys
Look in the mirror can't even see yourself eyes blinded by your lies
Or maybe it's the cover up make up with the hair dye
Always treated like shit and you're wondering why
Prolly because you're a Barbie bitch and dolls just get played
Can you even describe the last bed in which you laid ?
What was the color of the sheets the design on the pillow case?
The life of the party taking shots smoking blunts not knowing that they're laced
Now you're laying on the couch barely able to lift your head
Music barely audible zoning, random dude whispering in your ear but you don't know what he said
Now he's kissing on your lips reaching in between your legs but you can't say no
Let an hour pass 3 dudes later now everybody calling you the summertime hoe
Now you're home crying in your bed wondering why your life is so bad
Why pretty girls go through so much no happiness just end up being sad
And I admit I'm tired of the stories and disgusted to feel pity for you
No self loving attention seeking ass little miss blues
Looking in the bottle seeking in the smoke hopping to the same sex
And this is why I never got with you so you never become an ex......

Thursday, February 20, 2014

02.16.14 --- She Is Love...

She Is Love:
She is love and she has all its qualities
She is beautifully flawed
Perfect at imperfection
Easily swayed by her emotions
And at the end of things always ends up hurt
Looking for the one person to seal her bleeding heart
Meanwhile splashes of her sorrow constantly stains the carpet
Always being given to those who dont deserve her
And held back from the one true who'll treat her right...
But let me tell you when she is shown she shines
Overwhelming auroa that makes even the most lonely have hope
And when she smiles i swear those dark cloudy skies go away
When shes staring into your eyes youll be stuck like in a dream
Time will stop flowing and for those moments when shes with you,
Everything is perfect, like a protective barrier between you two n the world
Pain is repelled, misery simply hides its face
And for as long as you have her all your scars will be healed
Never betray her and you shall reap treasures beyond your fantasies
One issue though, she is love but love is loyal to me
Because i respect and i know her worth
And because i know i will never let her go
You can and will never understand her glory
I give her everything shes been neglected of
She is love and i am her passion

02.16.14 --- The Sweetest Taste....

 
 
The Sweetest Taste:

Listening to the perfect melody
Lying down in my bed with you looking at me
Lustful eyes squinting while recieving your pleasure
Got me thinking Damn i shoulda never left her
Kissing her tats taking my time w/ her body
Game plan nice + slow then get a lil naughty
Do you like the way i touch your skin?
Giving you my all tho i know that title ill never win...
Did you love the way i called your name?
Now constantly looking at your pics in these photo frames
My divine beauty, smiling knowing i treat her like a Queen
Im giving you a glimpse on how things should be
To seduce your.mind and make love to your soul
Next time hours on end and you wont be leaving till like 4-
In the morningbut not before telling you the sweetest truths how much of a blessing it is to have you emotionally
To have a bond with me when all the others could never have an opportunity
To once again experience your heart
Tell me that this time we'll make it n we'll never be apart
Whisper in my ear that you adore me n this is all true
Thinking of me all day sending me txts calling me boo
You say i make you feel happy n like i'd never hurt you
Why would i tear the wings off an Angel when it makes my life that much more beautiful?
Anticipating whats left to come never let these memories fade
Dont spread your wings n leave fortify my belief that youll stay
Am i yours? Do i make you feel good? Am i fulfilling my role?
+ you know ill fill your every void n every hole
Feinin for the sweetest taste on my tongue n on my lips
Waiting for that dance and the way you move your hips
Move and twirl exciting my mind
And i swear your love will make me blind
And im not even mad at that
I welcome that
As long as youre the only thing i see ill take that
Feel my confidence rising every time our bodies entwine
My body yours for the taking n your heart will be mine
For a lifetime of love, sensuality and peace
We've only scratched the surface but our love will go so deep
Let me dive into your waters and make your waves calm
Afterwards lying down sliding my fingers up n down your palm
Never knew an emotion could feel like this
You are now + forever more my eternal bliss

Sunday, May 5, 2013

05.05.13 --- Same Thing Different Girl...

Its been years so much time as past
Yet in every new girl I see you no wonder it didnt last
The way they carry themselves the things they do
Just reminding me of all the sick shit you used to do
Lying decieving, Messing around behind my back
And I thought it was me, thought it was something that I lacked
And here I am same story with a different girl, different yet similiar
Trying to make it work giving my all wishing I never met her
Believing it was just me and her just like how you used to make me feel
How she looks into my eyes and tells me she loves me making me think its for real
Why can't she stay faithful brush those sinful thoughts to the side
So many have laid in this bed stating they would be my ride or die
I guess I can't get over you because I'm reminded daily
Of the pain and heartache you put me through
Now I'm scared to love but I continue to love hard
Will I find the right one before my heart ends up broken in shards
Unable to trust unable to forgive
Becoming a cold hearted male always committing sins
But Id never put another through what I went through want her to simply feel loved
Give her something new but i guess she takes it for granted that I'll always be here
Giving her chances to appreciate me for all the things I do
Satisfy her, provide for her, be the man who--
Demostrates that she'll never need another
The man who provides all her essential needs and places no one else above her
How many times will I be lied to? How many times will she cheat?
How many times will I be shamed and treated like a dead beat?
How many times will I allow myself to be degraded to less then of my worth?
Tell me what I have to do tell me what will finally be enough?





Sunday, April 7, 2013

04.07.13 --- One Of Those Nights...




Come into my room and close the door
I'm not one of those dudes thats going to hurt you like before
I just want a couple of hours with you an exchange of emotions
We can chill on the balcony over seeing the ocean
Water rippling as my tongue explores your skin
Lets share each others pain as we envelope in this sin
We know this kind of hurt feel it pulsate with every heart beat
I don't care if you have a boyfriend for right now have him take the backseat
He doesn't understand what you've been through not like me
Judge just by how I caress you gentle loving care Let me show you how things should be
Vibes coming off your lips trembling as they kiss me urging me to take you
Take your pain even if it's only temporary I'm going to show you just exactly how I do
Foreign beauty so young
Let me bring you to a world only I know and this passionate love making has only just begun
Let my extension penetrate that void that insatiable hole let me fill it up to every wall
Feel it hit those tender spots swallow it fully help me now take it all
Squeeze it tighter to let me know you want it tell me go fast
I have the endurance keep up with me because I want to make this last
Beautiful colors exploding in your mind has this job been completed
Have I accomplished the goal has your pain been defeated
Void closing up and my extension doesn't want to leave
Stay here with me and as for your boyfriend let that dude be
Lets sleep right here in this moment but you have to go
Thank me for the therapy keep it moving let it flow
I'm used to it by now this is my heartache
No matter how good my love is they always leave
Maybe one day one of them will appreciate my love
And forever remain mine-----